This question, I always wanted to answer this. It might nit be the answer everyone expects and also being a 2nd year student, I am surely not the right person to be answering it.
But I do have some things to say or advice as you can say. I want counter question you on this because I believe we all have answers to our own questions (it’s just a matter of finding in the right place).
What is your goal in life? Not the worldy goal, which your family expects from you or the society expects from you. “ladke ne mbbs karli ab to pg karni hi padegi warna jeevan me kuch nhi kar payega” ; “yaar mbbs ki to koi value nhi hai, pg to karni hi padegi”. But I want to ask you is it? Is it really important, does mbbs is really of no value!?
I beg to differ, from the tender age of 10th class we all are being fooled, we all are being shown paths which we do not belong upon or are not willing to travel. Bachpan se hame bola jata h, “Beta 11 12 karlo fir life set hai, Beta medical/engineering karlo life set hai, Ab pg karlo warna kuch nhi kar paoge, Mch or sub speciality karlo tabhi life set hogi”. We all are living rather defining our lives on someone else’s goals, his/her expectations or dreams. We live our lives chasing something we never wanted from the start!