Ok let me clarify that I’m not a NEET aspirant. I am studying first year MBBS. But since it was A2A, I will answer it “why was I a NEET aspirant?”
Initially I was confused what shall I pursue in life and since my school had compulsory mathematics, I took PCMB combo. I had hell lot of confusion in class 11 and wasn’t able to perform well in both mathematics and biology. Then shocker came when I didn’t clear KVPY second round. My interview got fucked up and my mood went low after results ( I was not in clinical depression, just mood was low )
After results, I started studying and my marks in JEE and NEET based test series started increasing but not upto that level because I was confused.
In July 2021, while I was preparing for AIATS, I was suffering from Conjunctivitis and accompanied by Viral Fever. First time in many months, I felt helpless and only people who was in position of power was doctor. I realised power of treating people, the power that can directly contribute to society and can impact many lives directly. From that day, I dedicatedly prepared for NEET and shifted my focus from mathematics.