What is your NEET UG preparation story? How many drops did you take and how much struggle did you face?

I took a drop of 1 yr …i belong to such a school where almost the entire class got settled at the most prestigious institutes of India …and most of them go for mbbs …being a student of bio section its obvious that everyone there has a dream to became a doctor. It was the year 2019 I checked my meet score and it was 425 and one of my good friend cracked at the very first time on that day I couldn’t sleep well …that day was so difficult for me that I took 2 sleeping pills to sleep and then I decided to took agriculture as my sub. …one of my teacher called me and she supported me a lot to took a year drop by joining aakash as in the running year I have no coachings …all those friend who used to be my one of the best friends cut their relations with me …actually they judge people by their ranks ,I took a determination that whether I will do or I will die …i used to follow the classes of aakash very carefully and also clear my doubts from the teachers, friends …then as the days of neet were approaching my marks of mock tests goes on getting lowered …i don’t able to sleep those days …then came the lockdown and the exam date goes on postponing …i started loosing my patience and then after all that very day comes but my mom said just one line that changed my entire attitude…”I if u can crack the exam it is good but if u can’t that is better “…all my nervousness got away …throughout the exam I thought I have tried my level best I have given my 100 % so even if I fail I will have no repentance…exam paper was easy but still when I came out of the hall I was not that much confident about my selection …i returned my home at about 9 I clock ans sheets came I checked the sheets I found 635 and after that I felt relieved as I know in wb 600 +is enough to get a govt. Cllg …