Hi there.
This is my 4th drop year… I’ll be dropping for the 4th time. 2016 was my 1st attempt as I appeared 1st time along with drop and coaching.
But ever since I have decided to take medical as a career option, something or the other has been happening around me due to which I am unable to focus on my studies. In 2016 I got 246 with coaching of 6 months. I joined in October.
Then in 2017 I prepared for it again. And I took seperate coaching for chemistry and physics. Not for bio. As a total I increased 120 marks. That too only in chemistry. My total was 366.
I again decided to go for it but with self study and then the whole year I was very low with everything because I had no confidence in me. I had represented my school on various levels and throughout when I was in class 11th and 12th. And I just had no confidence after the 2nd drop. I always asked my mother that will I even get through. I had very low self esteem and I was scared to give tests. I thought if I would get less marks I would be not able to study. And I was so petrified I never gave any test throughout the whole year. On the other side I had decided that this would be my last try to get in. If I don’t get through, I will join some normal course. When the result was out I got 415 marks. After that I decided that if not MBBS then BAMS. I registered for it. Last year the admissions in BAMS were easy, cut off was low so I was pretty much confident that I would get through and will get a college.