Let me answer you honestly dear !
Do some breathing exercises and then First instropect your strength and weakness , ask yourself “ Are you genuinely interested in studying medicine or you are persuing medicine inorder to keep up with other’s expectations.”
Once you are done with your introspection you can go ahead with your journey.
If you really want to do a career in medicine , you can take a drop and study wholeheartedly and sincerely from day 1 if you are sure enough to get more marks next time and get a seat in GMC ( if not then a PMC if your resources favour ) because once you become a doctor nobody gonna ask you after how many drops you have been a doctor because to start something good no age and day is old
Don’t study Medicine if someone else has pressurized you and by taking an unnecessary drop can create a lot of mental disturbance and lack of motivation to you and your family
At the end of the day it’s your career and your future , but do choose a course you are genuinely interested in doing
To start something good , no age and day is la