No, you should be making an awesome looking resume, start firing that resume in every cool company you might want to work on ( at least 60 companies). Start studying about social interaction, body language, and how to ace interviews, and finally keep trying until you land in a job. If you don’t like that job enough, just do the process again, you should not spend time feeling sorry for yourself, instead tou have to realize that to land in a cool job, you must BECOME the obvious hire decision for whoever is interviewing you, you can achieve that following some of the tips I gave here, there are plenty on this subject on Quora and you’ll find other tips too.
Resuming, you need to learn how to sell yourself better. And if you don’t have stuff enough to make your resume charming, go do some stuff, personal projects in areas that might interest the company you want to work for, classes on advanced stuff such as machine learning and so on.
And remember, if you fail, don’t think bad of yourself, there might be a million reasons they didn’t hire you and most of the reasons are not about you. Instead, pay attention to what you feel you did wrong in the interviews and focus in making those things better. It’s good to know body language so you can see what you are doing right and wrong by watching the reaction of the interviewer.