How much did you pay for your NEET coaching? Was it worth it in the end?

I payed approx 3 lakhs for 2 years in Aakash institute when I was in 11th and 12th. I realised now that I was not ready (serious) for the NEET preparation by then. Then I joined Satnara academy in my first drop and payed 40k for each 3 subjects but still I couldn’t clear NEET because my goal was not clear in my mind. It’s my 2nd drop now and I am relieng only on self study and online physics wallah course which cost me 2.5k only. In the end I realised that it is not worth joining any institute if you are not ready or clear to achieve your goal. Now that most of the teachers are teaching free on youtube I don’t think that there is need to join any big institute!