How does it feel when you drop a year for NEET, knowing your batchmates got selected already?

It is the hardest feeling one can go through and mind me the only reason I’m answering this question is bcoz it is a type of self assessment for me to remember my mistake, to learn form it and turned it into fuel. So this was my journey :- I joined aakash anthe batch 2015. Intially I was very enthusiastic, concentrated, focused giving good competition to my batch mates but with time my performance declined I turned mediocre for scorer and now a dropper from mediocre.